Are you afraid of spiders?

I have become creeped out and terrified of them. They have been comming in my house and they are about an inch 1/2 and ugly little black bodies almost similar to a daddy long legged but fuller and bolder. Garden spiders? well i saw one in my room for the first time tonight and it crawled under my bed. It was once again a like a jumping spider but thick and black. My mom spayed poison along the sides near my bed and i saw that little sh*t crawling on my wall i drug it with the broom but psssh i honestly don't even know if i got it. Now i am PARANOID, i am to afraid to sleep in my own room. WTH?!?! I'd rather see a roach or a ghost right now. I've never feared spiders this much.... i'm so tired and blaaaaaaaaah! What do i do???